Friday, September 26, 2008

Separation Anxieties

I wasn't able to sleep well last night. After packing Paolo's stuff for his trip to Singapore this weekend, it dawned on me that I was going to be all alone for 3 nights. This is the first time that we will be apart since we got married and I don't think I will be getting used to sleeping alone in our bed.

Mixed emotions ako the past few days. I'm happy since I know how much a fan of F1 Paolo is and how he has been looking forward to this. Sad that he'll be gone for some time and I'll be alone. Sad too since I thought that I could do some stuff and go out with friends this Saturday but I can't join them anymore since I'm going to be on house arrest. I was even planning to clean out my closet to make room for some new clothes and shoes but I realized it may be too strenous for me. So I just have to content myself with watching TV. I'll catch up with the second season of Gossip Girl and my officemate let me borrow his Brothers and Sisters DVD. I hope these would last me at least until Sunday night since I also plan to have lunch at my parent's house para naman hindi ako masyado ma-bore.

This is the first time that I'm not looking forward to the weekend. Strangely, I'm wishing its Monday na tomorrow..

Happy Weekend everybody!!!


Tinggay said...

ako din ganyan when dan has to leave on work trips. parang di ako sanay matulog mag isa, even up to now, when we have opposite schedules and moreso now na he's gone back to work on the night shift. don't worry, sandali lang yan and then paolo will be back na.

meanwhile, don't clean your closet anobersh!! LOL pahinga lang and enjoy being a couch potato while you have the time ( like i did) cos seriously, pinagbabayaran ko na siya ngayon dahil wala akong tulog sa anak ko and in a few months, ikaw din ganito na hehehe! so happy for you tracy! mwah! kung puwede ko lang iwan na si dwayne kahit sandali i'd go visit you na no!

jan celiz-magtoto said...

how was it tracy? i can relate! i cried buckets of tears during my work's summer outing/teambuilding. it was my first night without hubby to cuddle. but yeah... sometimes we have to experience that. missing each other adds spice to our married life.=)

tracypamela said...

Hey Nikki, sobrang nagpaka-couch potato talaga ako. TV, DVD, junk food, the works! Feeling ko nga namaga na ko kakahiga! Haha! And don't worry, I didn't clean out my closet. The only time I went out of our house was to attend mass and have dinner with my parents.

So, how are you coping when Dan is not around? Super reliable ba ng yaya mo or talagang major hands on ka with Dwayne? Maybe we can meet up when Dwayne is a little bigger ..when he sleeps longer na and when I'm done with my first trimester :)

tracypamela said...

Hey Jan! daytime was tolerable but when the sun sets, ayan na, naawa na ko sa sarili ko. Lalo na nung Sat night, I'm so used to our saturday "routine". Come Monday, I was already close to crying.

And yeah, it really did spice up our married life.. Haha! :)

jan celiz-magtoto said...

a bit sensitive topic this week but i hope you'll still participate.=) here's our coffee break